很多事情还没发生时我们总是很期待，很想那天的到来。
但越期待的事情你会发觉你得到的越是难过，那种感受真的很不好过。
这些例子实在太多太多了，而且那种期待的感觉已经离我远去了。
没有了期待，更没有期望，也许我的人生已经被定下无法去改变了吧！也可说是没有哪些力量能推动自己去改变它了。
厌倦了自己的生活方式，对于结婚？感觉只是人生的一段小插曲吧！对于他来说我觉得只是带过就算了吧！
什么都不需要理，什么都由他人决定，那我的感受呢？就不能在乎些些嗎？
那是我人生只会发生的那么一次，就不能让我好过一些，风光一些吗？
如今，我能说我不想嫁了吗？还是说我能逃离吗？（那只是无聊没事做才会有的想法啦！）:)
结婚应该是人生的大喜事啊！怎么我都不开心呢？我应该开心不是吗？都已经找到好归属了啊！我到底还要些什么呢？
arhhhhh....我真的不知道勒！我应该要怎么做哦？
我知道大家都会叫我别想那么多吧！但我能吗？谁叫我那么得空呢？每天都做着那么无聊又重复的事情呢？
人生到底是要得到怎样的精彩才能满足呢？
my dear, yaya, i will tell u so as well, don't think so much. u really got too much time to let u think those dy. now just do one thing. be prepare, be a beautiful bride on ur big day. not so long to wait anymore,just only few months to wait.very soon ones. i can't wait it coming too.
ReplyDeleteya lo! sure my dear must ask me dun think so much~haiz~ but u dun no lo!yesterday i ask him how the wedding dinner book d? he say think booked d. ask him ask who cook? he say think is mei le yuan. i say har....y is mei le yuan?y dun no ask nicer restaurant. he say dun no. cincai. walao, this kind sound really like cincai lo! hv dinner can d lo! u noe i so hurt or not?i also wish to be pretty bride on tat day. but now i really no any mood la! place i ald follow him. now wat i wan he also dun care. better be current life. dun wan marry better.
ReplyDeleteis like that ones la...even a couple discuss house de thingy also will argue ones. after all well arranged, then wont be argue anymore.
ReplyDeletemayb he think is only food. then u talk nicely to him, see weather if can change or not. say u prefer another restaurant.must hv some one 退让一步。but i understand ur feeling, wedding for woman is very very important.now u must learn well 夫妻相处之道～ my dear, u cant said such angry words la, if leon know it , he will upset as well. big a decision, dun simply break ur promise to it.
ya lo! this kind big decision really have to discuss. but everything his mum decided d. booked d. i got no power to say anything d. No choice. I'm not pay money that person. So better diam diam lo! Ya. Marry really make ppl headache. Many thing will happen, have happy have angry have sad. all is the processing...after it i think will be fine.
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